"'Day 1 of parting ways but I'd still go back to the 1st meeting day"


    No words can explain how my heart wants to talk to you personally. It has a void in me that wants to be filled. You're the one that made me unleash this inner loyloy who have believed more in love. My heart wants to cry but my eyes cant. After witnessing my parents failed relationship, I never believe in love. I have this concept that lingers in my heart that love is just a concept and its a feeling, you can love and unlove. This concept has been with me not until I saw you. 

    It may cliche as it sounds, but you were the only one that made me realized that "Love at first sight" do exists. That moment slowed the hell out of me, with my heart beating so fast. The moment that I saw your eyes that was the moment I knew that it struck my heart. I didn't fall just because you are mestizo and you have a striking color red hair. But, I fell in love with how beautiful your eyes are, your eyes were the reflection of how you handle life and how you carry your life's burden. 

    Your brown-colored eyes were as pure as white linin fabric. Your laugh that echoed inside me and your smell that haunts my fragile self. Hearing your laugh is like a music to my ears and my heart that comforts the feelings that I have buried long ago – it touches my soul. You keep on asking me on what is something special on you that I saw – your heart. I saw your heart, how pure it is and how clear it is and I saw that in your eyes. 

    It's day 1 of parting ways, yet, I'd still go back to our 1st meeting day. Road has no end, it's a never-ending journey. At some point in our journey we got to met people that will help us, encounter resting place, and faced bumpy road that will shaken the foundation of our journey and re-route us into something more scenic view. Our journey didn't end, we were just re-directed, and when we meet in a stop sign, I hope both of us are ready to try a new journey, and I hope that when God wants us to meet again, I hope He will give us the most beautiful scene we could ever see.


Love,

Loyloy.




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